When I get sick, I get SICK...

I have the mother of all sinus infections.

My left eye is swollen shut.

I have no voice.

My throat burns like insanity.

My head feels like it is going to explode.

I am on 2 anti-biotics, one anti-allergy, two decongestants, and eyedrops.

And guess what? I STILL FEEL LIKE CRAP.

I hate missing school. Bah.

On the bright side, I've got the best boyfriend in the whole world, and my life is going pretty well aside from the sinus infection.

I hope you're happy.

You hate me, you want to see me suffer and hurt, and guess what, I am.

You're life is going great. Mine is falling apart. You have friends who stick by you through anything. I have friends who run in any direction but mine when I'm having a bad day. You've wanted this all along, and you win. They like you better. Good for you.

I have no family, I have very few real names, and everything sucks. A lot. And you STILL can't leave me alone. I tried to not let you get to me, but guess what, I failed again. You do. So go celebrate. Celebrate how completely and utterly you have won. And when it hits you that maybe people like you for all the wrong reasons, good luck living with yourself.

Currently Listening Jagged Little Pill (Acoustic) Forgiven see related

I know that no one reads these things, but at least it gives ME something to do, and if you at least skim it, you might learn something new about me. And that could be pretty cool.

in 2005
[ January ]
1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? Haha, not one that I kept
2. Who kissed you at midnight? No one. I was having a claustrophobic attack. Andrew kissed me at like 1 though. Lol.
3. Does it snow where you live? psh, no.
4. Do you like hot chocolate? yes!
5. Have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop? nope. I watched the peach drop last year!

[ February ]
1. Who was your valentine in 2005? Andrew
2. What did your valentine get you? Chocolates. Yummy ones. In a fuzzy box.
3. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? I still do...Spiderman ones...I'm serious... 

[ March ]
1. Are you Irish? Haha, no.
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? yes
3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005? Um...went to school, and for once, was not pinched!

[ April ]
1. Do you like the rain?  If it is nice rain, yes, if it is gross rain, no.
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? I don't remember...
3. Do you get tons of candy on easter? Not really. I painted a bunch of little kids faces though!

[ May ]
1. What's your favorite kind of flower? Roses!
2. Do you like the spring? Yes
3. Finish the phrase: April showers bring may flowers, what do may flowers bring? Pretty smells!
4. What would you think of as a spring color? Green

[ June ]
1. What year did you graduate from school? 2009
2. Did you go on any vacations last June? Minnesota, Chicago, LA, Florida

[ July ]
1. What did you do on the 4th of July? Watched fireworks with Andrew's family.
2. Did you go on any vacations during this month? I don't think so.

[ August ]
1. Did you do anything special to end off your summer? Ugh, went to school. We started on like the 11th.
2. What was your favorite summer memory of '05?  California with my amazing AIM tour people    3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer? Yes
4. Do you go to the beach a lot? Not really

[ September ]
1. Did you attend school/college in '05? yep
2. Who is/was your favorite teacher? Coach Savage
3. Do you like fall better than summer? Not really

[ October ]
1. What was your favorite halloween costume ever? Um, either when I was a trash can or when I was spiderman.
2. What's your favorite candy? Reece's
3. What did you dress up like this year? Orange Fantana

[ November ]
1. Whose house do you usually go to for thanksgiving? Mine
2. Do you love stuffing? YES
3. What are you thankful for? My amazing friends, and my incredible boyfriend

[ December ]
1. Do you celebrate Christmas? Yep
2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe? nope
3. What do you want this year for Christmas? Peace and quiet
4. What's the best present you ever got for Christmas? Ummm, Jesus?
5. Do you like cold weather? I used to, but now I am kind of a wuss.

Okay, c'mon, you have to read this one, its about my friends. So you must read it! And Comment!

MY TOP TEN  (INCLUDE YOURSELF)

1. Kalie

2. Andrew

3. Laura

4. Jon

5. Caleb

6. Sofia

7. Andie

8. Emily

9. Kristie

10. John

HOW LONG DO YOU THINK #10 WILL LIVE FOR? lol, until his mom finally kills him, like she's been threatening.

IS #9 A GOOD DANCER? Heckyes.

IS #6 SINGLE? Yup Yup.

WHAT DOES #10 HATE? Ummm...People who are mean to Kristie?

WHEN IS #1'S BIRTHDAY? January 2!

WHAT ARE #8'S EYE COLOR? Brown

HAVE YOU EVER GOSSIPED TO #4? Depends on your definition of gossip. I've made fun of the idiots in our Political Science class.

DESCRIBE #2 IN ONE WORD Perfect

WHAT DOES #5 LOOK LIKE? He has a blonde animal taking over his face. He calls it "hair".

WHAT'S #9'S FAVORITE FOOD? I have no idea. hahaha, muffins.

WHAT IS THE SECOND DIGIT IN #7'S NUMBER? 7, ironically.

DOES #1 HAVE A CELL PHONE? Yep.

WHERE DOES #10 GO TO SCHOOL? Chattahoochee. What a loser.

WHERE DOES #4 LIVE? Like 6 houses down from me.

DOES #3 LOOK LIKE ANYBODY? She looks like herself. Sometimes people look like her, but not the other way around. She is the original.

WHAT'S #5'S FAVORITE MOVIE? I don't actually know.

DOES #3 LIKE LAGUNA BEACH? I don't believe so.

NAME AN INSIDE JOKE YOU AND #10 HAVE Muffdrew Jessberry Cliffin.

DOES #5 LIKE GOING TO WEDDINGS? Probably not.

IS #7 A CHEERLEADER? HAHAHAHAHAHA, no.

WHAT IS #10'S FAVORITE COLOR? Ummm, Kristie colored?

IS #3 A NERD? Ha, far from it.

DOES #5 EVER GET ANNOYING? Occasionally (sorry caleb.)

CAN #9 TOUCH THEIR NOSE WITH THEIR TONGUE? I think so, but I'm not entirely sure.

WHAT'S #8'S LAST NAME? Tong

WHERE WAS #2 BORN? Texas

DOES #4 PLAY ANY SPORTS? He pins other men to the ground (wrestles), plays baseball, and I think he plays football too.

HAS #7 EVER BEEN TO DISNEYLAND? I think so

IS #6 GOOD LOOKING? Pretty Sofa!

DOES #10 LIKE TO SHOP? Ha, i don't think so

HAS #3 EVER BEEN TO CALIFORNIA? YES! We went last summer! (HHHHHHHHHNNNNRHHHNNN! with a Japanese nose)

CAN #8 DANCE? Like a madwoman!

WHAT'S #1'S FAVORITE TV SHOW? Law and Order. Or Gilmore Girls.

WHEN IS #6'S BIRTHDAY? ...I don't actually know.

WHAT IS #9'S PARENTS NAMED? ...Mr and Mrs Kristie's Parents.

WHAT IS #2'S FAVORITE BAND? He doesn't have one. He likes Ozzy. I can forgive him for that though.

CAN #10 SING? Mwahahaha, I don't think so

Currently Listening From Under the Cork Tree By Fall Out Boy Sophmore Slump or Comeback of the Year see related

Just in case you didn't catch it, that last entry was a joke. (To those of you who think its ridiculous that I feel the need to clarify that, I actually did have a few people come up to me in the hall and ask why I was going emo).

In other news, my life is amazing.

I made Fulton County Honor Band, and it's totally only because I play french horn, but I still think I did relatively well on the auditions (except the sightreading) so I am proud of myself. Plus, I took the initiative to try out. So go Kalie.

I also have the best youth pastor in the world (kelly), the best boyfriend in the world (andrew), the best best friend in the world (laura), the best mumble buddy in the world (jillian) and the best friend who can fit into tupperware boxes in the world (kay).

I've got a ton to do tomorrow homework-wise, plus I have to pack for the retreat. WOOO! Harvest Fall Retreat at Rock Eagle is going to be fleaking amazing!!

Please Comment? I feel like a loser when no one does.